Thursday, August 31, 2006
Happy Tcher's Day!!

Happy Teacher's Day :) wow..It does feel good to be standing among e IJ blues agn.. kan express how much I luv stc. I miss my chers--pms yeo, funky miss koh, dolly tan n her hair, seah wif her sarcasm, scarily hilarious Ms lee, my fav "lao wang", young lau, the ignatitus toilet, green lodge (choir...), e hardcourt, e foyer and e sch cats. I hold dearly to these good old times :)

Memories are a personal, sacred entity that one holds. But, it aint's suppose to trap one in e past, but instead motivate one to strive forth to create even more beautiful memories; at least it is so for me.They are like my sweet fluffy pillow tt i turn to in distress,, reminiscing, remembering e love n kindness..forgetting e bitterness n slander..

Most of all, these memoirs remind me of God's provision and His eternal promise of not forsaking me. I really thank God for these ppl he placed in my path. Be it, frens, chers, even back-stabbers or gossipers..dey made a difference in my life, they made my walk different. They are the unique puzzles tt pieced my life together.

So, i just wan to sincerely sae: Thank You :)Yupx.. so was loitering ard wif my gals in stc..this yr mass dance so funny la..got pompoms wan.. ewww...but interesting la..opps. However..i do tink it's a wee bit boring. miss ash n e dance gals performing..fun n full of zest. haha..i was lyk outside e hall.. seeing all e chers stream in.. tn i saw "laowang" I smile n gave a little wave..tn guess wad.. he jumped up n down to see me n smile..haha.. imagine this.. a 60 plus old man; ur chi cher jumping lyk a kid.. so cute la he.. chi rawks cos of him.. my "gan-die" as e gals wld sae. Wahhh...i was like who's e short one here... diaox...haha :p

Finally collected my o's cert.. i noe i damn lazy..but this time no choice la.. ltr dey send to MOE tn i hab to pay.. bo hua la..haha..so bo bian. Yup...2dae got drey, xin, me, de, est, vonne--back to usual hangout; town. had lunch at LJS. Thanks to delia, our meal of 6 is freee. but too much fish..ewww. Then, happily dey cope all e tata sauce on my plate n leave mi a dirty plate wif lyk 5-cents of tata sauce.. (pic above).

okie tn we watched the break-up.. which is e 1st show tt i act' manage 2 fall asleep..opps. sians.. The hilarious thg is e episode before e movie. ok.. let's see. 6 gals led by our camwhore: Miss xinyi.-- we took e lift from 1st-9th floor lyk 6 times, juz bcos we wan 2 capture our reflections fm e lift door.. so we nid e lift 2 b empty los. damn dumb rite.. i noe.. haha.. but we are crazy ppl..so wells..

*nods* haha. in e end.. in our finaly last attempt *click* we got it..but guess wad. (refer to photo above).. onli can see e top of our heads...haha.. wad e...nvm..we had a gd laugh... infectious laughter, tummy aches.. rolling.. ahh..we got pretty queer stares..cos we burst out laughin lyk a bunch of hyenas or simply drunk gals when other guys stepped in. haha. gosh.. i wish i was an ostrich..haha :p. wells.. tt's wad happens when i'm wif e gals..haha.

Haha.. camwhores had it... we decided to move to e neoprint shop. been lyk ages since i last handled e all-jap machine. haha.. but tn agn.. my gals do it all for me. haha. yup...buy was super fun..all the "ahh" n "quick"..e mad rush within a tiny space is unbelievable. lol.

At nite, we had dinner at mos.. but i onli had tt corn soup..diet la..haha.. haha.. tn our cute little guy; est's bf so shy la..haha. kan blame him..we were too bi***y i guess. we purposely lyk: (high-pitch) "Hi ashlee!" (flash a big smile) Tn..he shy away..so cute la..haha..evil us.

Yup..tt's bout all...thank God for these jie-mei(s)!! good nite world :)

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Monday, August 28, 2006

Make A Wish

*Sings* Hapy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to Kathleen. Happy birthday to you!!! Yes...it's my sis's 13th birthday (",) aowww...i tink i reli old le.. my body's lyk super achy after a day's shopping (= din buy much...onli my sis....we journeyed to chinatown, je.c and then IMM. aiyo..tired sia...but she's happy =)I

It's been ages since I see her truly happy. Guess a birthday for a little girl is reli special- a day to be specially adored n loved =) Wells..but to me as long as u're happy, anyday can be a bdae ar.. mebe cos my bdaes are usually spent lyk ani other dae.. it's not a big thg in my family...

Sumtimes i wonder mebe i once had that wish...just that mebe sumtimes wishes contradict reality. So, I learn to only believe in praying not wishing. I must admit the dae had its downs. Ppl staring, gals sniggering, awkward moments when u did that in public.

By God's grace, I kept my cool n things were soon alrite between us=)The best gift you can give someone is TIME. The best element you can add to time is JOY. Thank God for reminding me. If not for you, I would have falter. I would have hide. I might ruin it.

She's 13 now- my girl has grown up- ready to soar, too eager to explore, e reins wun hold; it never did. But deep down, she's still e 3yr old kid hu embraces ,hugs and kisses her loved ones =) Both reflections are YOU, i just got to learn to luv both. God made you beautiful, so believe you are beautiful.

In our intimate moments, there is no pride, no shame, no doubt, no slander; merely the joy of love. These downcast all hurts, n melt all unwillingless. She's the one that made me cry, yet she's the one that moved my heart. She's my sister, my precious, I LOVE U KATHELEEN =)))

Wells...my apologies to those hu find it too mushy..but I believe that sumtimes it can be too late. So, ppl out dere hu's still holding on 2 a grudge, do take a step back, n make peace ya? It's oways better to leave someone or let someone leave u, feeling loved n not battered:)

Hahas...and thank "you" for being concerned online. reli appreciate it. yes. i mean "you" lol :) It's great 2 note tt someone cares. just in case "you" are slow 2dae... "you" are the one i sent e fullhse song to just now:p

okie...it's lyk 2am le..gotta crash. 2mr i got 2 chiong xin's present le.sians..i've got clumsy hands..lol. good "nite" ppl. Have a blessed week ahead. (",)


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