Family (:
It's been awhile.. you did it!!! Thanks for ur perserverance, hardship, sorrows and unsaid concerns, tt have painstakingly brought us thus far. Can't imagine life without you DAD! 我爱你 !! Xin ku ni le! ((: Those eyes that speak of authority and even made me cry, but it is those very same eyes that blinked with love; a father's love. I say, Adieu/. It's a matter of time, I see it coming.. but i still choose to commit it to You lord. You know what's best, you had it all planned. Teach me, it's hard.....

Slowly gently, bit by bit...i see my childhood dream- the premonition, coming to pass...it's really scary...i kan let it eat me up! But i'm sure God has His plans so it's mine to believe in that instead of this. But then again..it might be Him getting me prepared..i have no idea...but as God wills...(walk with me Lord)

Again yet again, cooped up in her little world; count it bliss? or helpless despair? When are u going to step out? C'mon...take our hands...we are waiting.. just come. Lord, take her hand into Yours, n help her take that step of faith out! out! out/. Voices, hallucinations, u're NOTHING in Jesus's name!! So come mummy, we're prayfully waiting.... mmm (:

Friends (:
Darlings, stc dearies, my CG, and jiemeis,, thanks for walking me through all these while. You girls are irreplaceable ((: all your words,concerns,smiles n hugs; precious gems that I'll keep in my heart.

Special thank to....

MY ONE & ONLY new-found brother-BEST kor ever!! =D=D=D
It's really one of the greatest blessing in my life to have known you. You're really a God-send ((: Looking back...amazed at how u've made a difference in my life and to me (: Not by chance, nor by fate, but His divine appointment! I feel so so blessed, really =D Simply beautiful *beams* Love you so much kor. hee =D

Walking down that lonely road
seemingly bright, deceivingly dark,
you found me, you were there/.

In the eyes of men, a flawless show
Perhaps? but with you..a no-no.
Pretense unveiled, pride unmasked
you knew me, you were there/.

Sunken cries;echoed pleas
Heart into two, mirrored as one
Without a cry, just a whisper
you heard me, you were there/.

Soul companion; God's precious gift
Blessed and loved, prayers and tears
Holding me, you are here (:

Philppians 1:3. Thank GOD for u kor, truly. Love ya! (:

My Jiemeis: peggy and meliza =D
Thank you dearies for staying by me all this while. No matter how much we get sidelined by busyness, I know deep down that u're here. Perhaps not in being, but in spirit. No matter how challenged I was by the distance; how much my heart yearns for ur company at times, I believe that the love we shared in God, is more than enough to keep us going (: Cheers to our many many more yrs of sisterhood! =D

Mel: dearie, so much memories we shared; be it happy, emoish, crazy or girly... they're are all so precious to me. And I'm sure it won't stop there (: I shall make you happy and say it again: MEL ROX!. hahah.. =D I meant it/. Remember out talk at vivo that nite... rmb gal; if u want it at that level, u gotta give that level of commitment too. Relationships are meant to be reciprocal. We're all learning dear. Believe me, u're esteemed higher then u think u are (: Stay strong in the Lord girl , let no worldly matters cost u ur focus. Jiayous baobei! I know it's hard, but rmb with e Lord, all things are possible. Mel dear, u're indeed beautiful and wonderfully made- keep ur cheery self. Blessing you with the JOY of the Lord. Take care my dear *hugs hugs* ((:

My precious CFers (:
"To know Jesus profoundly and to serve Him passionately" I thank God for giving me such a beautiful family. God has really shown me and blessed me so much with CF. Life-changing; a heart ministry.The people in it are simply amazing =D More so is the God if it all! God is so good..heee ((:

and many more others, thank you :)

Happy Birthday to MEee :D Yes yes...I've turned eighteen already; like in Jan! :) No biggie really. Nothing rahrah, nothing rebellious, nothing extravagant, just an ordinary girl turning 18 (: But the love that was showered, the blessings that were given, far more amazing =D It sure is an interesting journey ahead. Teach me Lord to walk my talk. Thank you God, thank you people. <333

再说一次我爱你....最后一次....爱你/.

感觉梦醒着
感觉心痛着
感觉你不在了
谁来证明爱是存在的

我们被困着
被过去骗着
这一切都不一样世界怎么了

Memory 浩荡如空气
明知你在那里
却有难以跨越的距离
我(们)在放弃 涂白了记忆
以为就可以伪装无邪的美丽

难道说选择了忘记
而解放了自己
是否就拥有挑战爱情的勇气
当时光交缠在一起
成说不清的思绪
我却只要那段最美的回忆 -- 忘记- 林俊杰

We are shaking grounds indeed, Lord in our midst, hear us (:

FOCUS kat FOCUS- On Christ and Christ alone. Stop getting sidelined by emoness, busyness and wadsoever. STOP! Yup, that's all folks. Nights. Take Care and God Bless! (((: