Saturday, October 7, 2006
Beach With stc DARLINGS!!!

Had a great day with my stc gals at Sentosa today.The same old faces, the same old lameness, the same old crap, the same old tune. No unfamilarity nor distant feel, juz a bond closer than ever, a bond that was rooted so deeply since our stc days. No need for social talk, just be yourself and let it go (= haha. It's feels so good to be in this company again!! :D

Headed for the LUGE first...whee...loved e fun.. but i luv e hilarious bits tt came along with it..thanks to YOU. wahaha. someone had a wee bit trouble manipulating..someone loved the bushes..so cute..I nearly died of cramps laughing how adorable my gal is.. wahah :p Went to siloso instead 2dae.. sun's ok..not too bad..i am GLAD of cos, the rest are MAD; cos dey wanna do tanning :p Slacked, ate tons of chips, chill, play ball (tweety bird wan la..so cute!Owner: delia)wahaha; cept tt all our parents say we wan to die izzit? cos PSI was lyk 150++.. madness!

Tons of fun, shared bout e bits in our lifes.. e lovey bits esp..haha.. then me became the water-taxi again...forever it's me wan ehhs..why o why -_-"' Hahahah. then the bathroom was so packed and we all lazy to bathe!! GUESS WHAT, we decided to bathe in the open shower; with clothes on?? mmms. hehheh. but still.. we observed, we knew, we laughed to bits!! wahahah :p Madness manx...haha.

Chiong back to Harbour Front to meet Abel n Serene for my FREE dinner..Wahah..tks to nice angel abel rite? :p Hahaha. Vivo City opening day!! typical s'poreans, the crowd flocked dere. Total Madness -_-" Had to eat at hawker instead, tn my XXL chicken at vivo. Abel was damn shagged la..he lyk goin to crash anytime le. Hahas. So only me and serene went to soak in the moonlight by the sea. Chatted qyte abit and tireness got us up on our feet n we headed home..

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Wednesday, October 4, 2006
It's a GiRl thing- I luv my jiemeis :))

Todae's beautiful, fruitful, meaningfull, I can't emphasize more on e "FULLness" of it. Lolx :) Met my 2 lovely darlings: Meliza n Felicia :D It's the perfect day for some girl talk and shopping!Haha..as expected, we are all LATE!! mel, me then feli. FELICIA mananged to clinch e title for being e latest among us. By a whole 40 mins!! Hhaha.. thou e earliest was late by 1/2 an hr.Dots..that's just so us..Haha...so much for dilly-dallying!! Haha! Mel & i aar..bad dress day.wrong choice..flimsy skirts are a no-no on a very windy day!! So we tried to stay indoors.

Clothes speak my mood. I am a little too "high", sweentened n smitten with something. Haha...over my rare, unexpected, sweetsweet DREAM this morning!! :)))))) lolx.Dreams are beautiful if you choose to believe. Though it chews on reality, but I want to stay deceived but happy for now :D However short it'll be, I dun care, I just wan to treasure and cherish the dream. It felt so so real. I melted under that gaze, upon that touch, yes I did- in e dream/.

Okie...starved gals kan go shopping..so we headed to Yoshi..mel was craving for it :) Lovely meal, wonderful companions. A supposedly chop chop lunch lasted for hours..Girl talk makes my day!! :D All that sharing, all that giggling, sudden outbursts, choked food, just bonded us more. We met not by chance nor by fate but we believe by God's divine appointment. It happened so fast that I am still in disbelief :D

Chatting n exchanging info bout our lives can be so encouraging, esp when we see how God works in your fren's life. A living testimony :D It's really rather hard to believe that words cld flow so freely, without deception, without fear, without pride, when we onli known each other for such a short time. I luv u gals!! I can't sae enuf :D

End of gal talk..after a long long time. Went ard Wisma..me n feli were qyte broke..so din not splurge or even spend ath then. We were camwhoring in topshop's fitting room.. as expected :P Got similar tops from Topshop..haha..onli Mel bought thou..Haha..we almost wanted to officialise tt as our threesome top. Haha...luckily we lyked different colours. Or else..goodness -_- lolx :p

Nearly rotted while waiting for the gals to getout of e changing rooms at Forever21. It feels like forever, when u have like 4 big bulky, lengthy cardboards under your arms!?!? THANKS TO MELIZA- her design works dun make such a gd companion in a shopping mall after all.... Lolx.

Roamed ard FarEast..not fruitful. Oh well..nvm.. but i set out to buy my nice pumps n probably e bikinis from SheerRomance when I wan2 splurge!?!? u gals won't stop pestering..wun u? :p Basically, a great day out. GirlTime :D

I thank God for them, so so much!! Love you girls!! And baobei Meliza is now officially my nitechat partner. Hhaha.. all that talking..NEAT!! Oh well.. I got to crash.Good nite ppl n God bless :D

Give me some time, I promise to try/.

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Tuesday, October 3, 2006
CF Mooncake Fellowship/.

The day started when my phone rang. Argh..dad just woke me up fm my beauty sleep..Ahh... althou it's alr 1.30pm...opps :p Can't blame la.. my body clock has been inversed, slept at 5am ehhs. Haha. Whoo...mooncake celebration was a blast!!! :) It is my very 1st time celebrating this festival. Haha..so exciting :D
Simply amazing to fellowship with my fellow cfers; forever god-centered. Worshiping God n praying in an open space makes e cele not juz a cele, but a fellowhip with my "family" and God; that in itself is a testimony to the public.

Hahah :) Green-tea mookcake rox!! Mel bought from m'sia. nice nice :) Had like this lantern run game, but some of us cheat la, lazy run one big round..so juz walked abit tn go backwards..oh well :p Chill...sat around n chit-chat wif my gals. 3 ECH ppl..haha.. .I love gal talk..Wahaha :)

With all due respect, I urge you not to do it again. I am just not too pleased. Whatever you do, whatever you say, I decided to face it. I decided to stop running. I decided to let go and let God. From this moment on, I pray I will stop sinning bcos of you. Yup, thank God :)

Haha... can't wait for WOW worship!! God's gonna be there. I pray that this event will touch many and be a living testimony; majestic view of christians all bonded n worshipping our one and only God. Haha.. wheee :P Okie..nites ppl..zonked out...Haha..

my love, i can cry to see you care. Whee, I'm glad/.

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Sunday, October 1, 2006
Mellows make my day. /

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!! :D Church was great, juz tt we took an awfully long time, just to get seats for 4. Oh well.. lotsa ppl 2dae, it's an evangelical event. :) Ps Kong's back, performed family magic 2dae. and Paradise Band from australia led worship 2dae. great! :)

Ps kong reminded me to live life inside-out and not outside-in. Change starts from within. I once read in a book: Man live lifes of quiet desperation, but now it is more like Man live lifes of aimless distractions. We should keep our focus on God, so that we will not be affected by whatever's happening outside.Man can't live without a body, man can't think without his mind, but Man can't exist without a soul, God lies in that inner soul of ours. We need to sustian tt, or wadever's left outside is superficial n redundant. ..

Okie..after serene, jade n eechuan left..me n yvonne journeyed to Changi, since it's so near. Ate at popeye chicken,delicious! It's at terminal 1 :) *yummy* Was ttly bloated, so we decided to stroll ard changi, look thru e glass panes, at the beautiful planes n e vast runway. :)

Isit valentine alr? or is Changi a hot spot for couples? Wells, we all know the answer..don't we. I hate to admit it, but one simply gets drawn to all that lovey dovey that's in the air. The love that lingers, the 2 shadows that effortlessly wraps ard, oh well, can I bear not to notice?

All these activated my mellow button. Oh well, suddenly it's coming back to me again; over n over again. As me n vonne look at e misty view thru e glass panes, we wondered, we wished, we reflect, we desire. Then, we started suaning each other: O, what a beautiful place, what a wonderful setting, wad a desirable timing, but o, wad a person we have beside us. Hahahaha :P wrong...sians.. lolx

All these mellowing is bad, i noe. but sumtimes I can't help but allow myself to indulge in it. Interstingly, sometimes, one rather immense themselves in mellow-ing. It may be a bitter liking, but unknown joy or satisfaction somewhat grows. I guess it's bcos I allow myself to, I want myself to.

Oh well, it'll be over soon....Yvonne says: we really "duo chou shan gan". I agree..all e way fm changi to hm..we are loving our mellows, or rather we dunno y, but we juz kan snap out of it altogether, at least it's so for me. I pray for a miracle; rather a selfish desire.

Oh great..I'm forced to snap out of my mellowy mode cos I'm dying. Haha...oh well.. from crampy, to giddy, now I'm abt to throw up. Goodness knows y? lol. Oh well...so before I ruin e com n digust e world, I better slp. Nitess world. :) Marshmellows, a bitter liking. -winks- :p

I imagine, I hope, but reality crushed it all :(

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