Friday, September 1, 2006
Reflections

Happy 20th Birthday TianEn :)) haha...u've aged!! Wells...e boy got his wish. I compromise my shopping spree, to await for his one call. haha...who ask him 2 be e birthday boy- he win lo :p lol. Poor him la.. bdae still go NP do fyp.. tsktsk..

Wells.. met TE at clem macs to pass him his prezzie... as expected..he had to wait for me. Opps! paiseh.. :p We realise tt our concept of time-reading varies.. my "si dian duo" is lyk 4plus..where his is lyk 4.30. too bad la..now we noe...

Haha :o Had a little chat tn we took train 2gether cos i gotta go town mit my 2nd bao-bei-yvonne. As usual... bdae boy has yet to mature.. still luv to suan ppl.... too bad la.. i admit it here ok: wo jiang bu guo ni!! happy now?? haha...lol but true la. But it was great la.. had company..

I simply hate to travel alone now.. Is it the world? or mebbe it's just me. The space in e carriage seems void and immensely small. It's as thou one can get swallowed by e streams of ppl if u hadn't had someone wif u n make ur presence felt. Guess i am just lonely..but then again..maybe I want to feel lyk i'm indispensable. ahh...this is getting random.. nvm.. But thank god it juz so happen i got company. haha.

Okie..met my darling in town.. shopped ard..it's been a long time since only2 of us were 2gether. great isn't it? haha :) had a htht wif her; gal talk... found out lotsa stuff bout her life n her spiritual journey. I onli have one thg to say: I am so proud of u gal.. n naggy old mum here says" I've raised u well". Haha.. but glory be to God :)In a girl's adolescence..e thread tt reli tugs at our hearts is often our social life- our frens, our peers. Often, our emotions evolves ard them, our tinking gets influenced by them, our principalities gets compromised for them, our rationality being taken by them n our feelings lying down for them. But many a times, we get trampled, disappointed, insulted n maligned.

Sumtimes we wonder..do we deserve it.. why isit tt sumtimes our luv reaps nth but sorrow...life is imperfect. What do u expect manx?But here's e good news my frens.. these ppl...these earthly characters; ppl lyk ur family, ur frens. those dearest to ur heart. Have u realised tt their love's conditional?You have to earn it.

However, God's love is UNCONDITIONAL!! how great can tt be? perfect :) so fren, i juz wanna sae as long as u live by God's will n in His light, u are just fine :) so dun worry so much gal.. "mum" here will keep u in prayer. jiayou ok..keep me updated..tks for e sharing.okie...so much for the "htht" (heart-to-heart-talk). baobei gotta go mit her dad..some bdae dinner. so me journeyed to ps myself...n spend some quality time wif myself. Retail therapy as xin wld sae is reli great..thou mine is onli windowshop.. i felt much better.. okiez..after a dae out.. i nid 2 crash le.. gdnite frens. God bless :)

heart flutters by @ 11:34 AM