Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Fellowship With CFers :)

Wasted the entire afternoon procastinating at home. Went to meet darling felicia at rp before e cf ppl come for our dinner outing at sakae sushi!! My all-time favourite. Haha..but dunno y..appetite not veri gd 2dae..so din eat THAT much...wahaha :P

Wells, I must sae tt it's a very INTERESTING dinner. Haha...all tt laughing :))) Wells..it's always great 2 fellowship wif ur CF ppl. Must do it more often!!! Yeah:) -winks- Wells..but i keep kana suan by SOME ppl....tsktsk. oh well.. :D Oh and all that "discussion" is so sinful. tsktsk "-_-.

Wells...all of us took a nice long walk fm raffles to esplanade; nice street lamps, gentle waves, couples weaving in n out...simply beautiful, I've oways loved tt place. However, onli one thg dampened my spirit, wad is it? I shan't sae. But I am not too pleased bout the distraction :(

Oh well..wad can I say?? Am I being too sensitive? Am I overreacting? Am I hallucinating? Am I or am I not? This is nuts...oh well. wadever it is.. NTH must go on. It must be stopped. If there is any progresssion, yes, I will talk things out. Don't push me to that extent. things will turn ugly. Trust me, cos I've been there, done that.......

Okie...my very sincere apologies to God. I've sinned once again, allowing tt very thg to hit me again, that veri thot that stains, that veri heart that's evil. Lord, I repent. And to you, my frens who have been dragged down by me, I am so so sorry, really. I will try my best to get over this myself, with God. Thanks for gg thru all that trouble :))

As thou I didn't have enough, the night had to end with an exclamation mark. Right at home, a storm was brewing . It's e start of a melodrama again.. the same old story, the same old people, the same old lines, the same old responses; mockingly stirring up a bitter-sweet symphony. I realised, I knew, I denied, I rejected. Why o why did I do that?

Pride masked my stubborness, it activated human's defense mechanism. Bad bad bad, but luckily for God's grace, I was saved:)God placed great ppl to remind me of His way, His truth n His light :) Special thanks to Mark & Abel, their prayers n reminders online, thank God for them, timely! :)

Thankfully, all's well ends well :) After 2 hrs of dramarama.. we reconciled. God really blesses us as sisters :) Wells. i was tveeing thru e nite....cos i kan slp at all. Oh well..What an eventful nite?!?

Every happening, every move, Lord u teach me. I am listening, thank u Lord :) I will promise to try.A matter of priorities, a redundant battle of dignity & pride, I surrender them all to u, o Lord :) Ciao!

I care if u care, I mind if u mind, can I? I don't really care.

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