Sunday, October 1, 2006
Mellows make my day. /

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!! :D Church was great, juz tt we took an awfully long time, just to get seats for 4. Oh well.. lotsa ppl 2dae, it's an evangelical event. :) Ps Kong's back, performed family magic 2dae. and Paradise Band from australia led worship 2dae. great! :)

Ps kong reminded me to live life inside-out and not outside-in. Change starts from within. I once read in a book: Man live lifes of quiet desperation, but now it is more like Man live lifes of aimless distractions. We should keep our focus on God, so that we will not be affected by whatever's happening outside.Man can't live without a body, man can't think without his mind, but Man can't exist without a soul, God lies in that inner soul of ours. We need to sustian tt, or wadever's left outside is superficial n redundant. ..

Okie..after serene, jade n eechuan left..me n yvonne journeyed to Changi, since it's so near. Ate at popeye chicken,delicious! It's at terminal 1 :) *yummy* Was ttly bloated, so we decided to stroll ard changi, look thru e glass panes, at the beautiful planes n e vast runway. :)

Isit valentine alr? or is Changi a hot spot for couples? Wells, we all know the answer..don't we. I hate to admit it, but one simply gets drawn to all that lovey dovey that's in the air. The love that lingers, the 2 shadows that effortlessly wraps ard, oh well, can I bear not to notice?

All these activated my mellow button. Oh well, suddenly it's coming back to me again; over n over again. As me n vonne look at e misty view thru e glass panes, we wondered, we wished, we reflect, we desire. Then, we started suaning each other: O, what a beautiful place, what a wonderful setting, wad a desirable timing, but o, wad a person we have beside us. Hahahaha :P wrong...sians.. lolx

All these mellowing is bad, i noe. but sumtimes I can't help but allow myself to indulge in it. Interstingly, sometimes, one rather immense themselves in mellow-ing. It may be a bitter liking, but unknown joy or satisfaction somewhat grows. I guess it's bcos I allow myself to, I want myself to.

Oh well, it'll be over soon....Yvonne says: we really "duo chou shan gan". I agree..all e way fm changi to hm..we are loving our mellows, or rather we dunno y, but we juz kan snap out of it altogether, at least it's so for me. I pray for a miracle; rather a selfish desire.

Oh great..I'm forced to snap out of my mellowy mode cos I'm dying. Haha...oh well.. from crampy, to giddy, now I'm abt to throw up. Goodness knows y? lol. Oh well...so before I ruin e com n digust e world, I better slp. Nitess world. :) Marshmellows, a bitter liking. -winks- :p

I imagine, I hope, but reality crushed it all :(

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