Sunday, November 5, 2006
A great annointing, a lesson learnt.

Hello to all my friends! I uds that this blog has died-ed for nearly a month. I am sorry for this stagnation; echoed here, reverted in reality. My apologies to the many that were worried, and gratitude to the many that were concerned.I didn't want to worry certain ppl, so yea..And I love you, every single one of you :)

Life goes on, but some things flow in a cycle, some things changed and some things don't. How many a times have you wondered about the gift of life? Have you ever cherished it? Have you realised how precious every breath, every utter is? I DID/. through it all, I DID.God is good, he is faithful :)

A simple statement, an unbreakable promise eternally. He never left me, not once, not at all. I let go, He held on, I struggled, He persisted, I surrender, He smiled. Nothing I did wld ever make Him close that door, O wad greater love than this? I luv u Lord :)

My friends, u tink it's any easier for our Lord, our Father to see us tormented, crying ann in pain? Have you ever felt God stroking ur hair in bed, looking at His beaten child, crying His heart out,for He knew that however painful the trials are, it's for your good. Think again, whose pain is multiplied a thousand folds? The Creator or its Creation? It saddens me to think that sumtimes we take that for granted. Beat that, you can't. Only our Father loves unconditionally,yes indeed!

Sometimes, when one is vulerable in the eyes of men,he or she is strong in the Lord
Sometimes, I allow myself to immerse in mellowing, perhapsa little dosage seems to keep me in the know huh?
Sometimes, sorrows lies beneath joy. Can I unearth it? Can I blind myself to see only what's beautiful on the outside, yet knowing it's superficial?
Sometimes, a handshake; a smile; a polite nod; a look in e eye; a simple greeting, is enough to satisfy a longing heart, but it pricks a rational mind.
Sometimes, nono, ALL the time, the Lord stands above all these mere thoughts n emotions that only burdens n wears me out, He delievers, He saves/. :D

Every passing day went round like a carousel, drifted in and out of reality, but ultimately a standstill, God is my alarm clock! God is the author and perfector of our lives, as the chapters continue to unfold in my life.. I await patiently, with love, courage and a mind open ONLY to the truth. I pray.. (",) And my precious friends who are weighed down n burdened, distressed n disturbed, may God's peace be with you, and His joy in you. Prayer works wonders. Trust Me ^^

Yesteraday's infuence
Today's memories
Tomorrow's reunion
Holding u close in thot n prayer as u walk thru this time :)

WOW ----- WORSHIP, OBEDIENCE and WITNESS.
made a loud statement @ 3rd Nov et SAC. God's really there, really present, really working :) Thank God for getting me through worship, was pretty nervous at first, not too much of a stage person, till the ppl ceased in sight and I only cld see God smiling from above. ^^ hehheh.

God sitting on His throne, His ppl below lifted up their voices to worship Him, open hearts, open minds, recieving hands, what a sight!! A 100% God-graced session. xD Thank God for open doors, for the ppl that came. I believe that God will begin to stir in their hearts. Jesus works in wonderous ways :D Continue to use us Lord, for the furtherance of your kingdom :)

Hebrews 12:1-2 says"Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. 2Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." -Amen-

Little Thankyous (for october) :
1. Mei Ling: "mummy", thanks for your constant reminders, to focus on our good Lord :)
2. Meliza: All-time jiemei and spiritual sister- blessed to know you, my dear :D luv u to BITS!
3. TianEn: An inspiration, a motivation; honourably my CF tao. Haha. you'll be amazed how little things in their little ways made a defining difference in my life. Thanks :)
4. Mark (kor): You make a difference in my walk; my spiritual walk esp.All the sharing online, sms, really kept me going.You make my day! Whee...Hang in there! With God, you are strong. "Trade your sorrows for His joy" :D
5. Abel: fallen angel's back :) whee..i got my mango pudding. hehheh :p
6. Serene: A great encouragement, a positive affirmation that God works, God reigns. My guai meimei xD
7. Peggy: A pleasant surprise, god-planned indeed. A spiritual buddy; a sister indeed. Blessed!
8. Felicia (jie): You are my sunflower, thanks for bringing smiles.
9. Fuji: A faithful mentor, never fail to bring joy. Always praying for me, I am touched :)
10. Alwyn: My e-companion, forever sensitive n caring. Thanks! :D

*names not mentioned, i thank u too. God bless! whee...nightss!! (:

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